The beauty of the truth is the narrative that it gives you in a moment, the courage it gives you, in the afternoon I was thinking that I was in love with a girl, only giving into this feeling and my apparently helplessness, I took consistent foraceable action, to the point where she said no chance and good luck etc. And the moment it happens my emotional truth took over, I did not fight it and let it take its course, and what I discovered was a whole lot of other issues, which have not only changed the narrative so much from that feeling of being in love to a very different and a much more stable one. It’s amazing that how quickly the narrative could be changed, in my case in few hours, this sort of bouncing back is amazing capability of the mind. Truth is not only definitive, fixed at a certain point, but it’s also as fluid and adaptable that you could be just fucking amazed at it. And when you look at the world from this perspective it’s just fucked up good, and you truly understand that how evolution, changes at global level, national level work, how the narrative of the history is changing consistently and we are using a certain or different narratives to inform our decisions at a certain time in the present. The narrative of this rejection or mini heart break as in my head could quickly change over the next few days as well, not only for her but for me as well. But currently. Not bothered to be concerned at all.
Narrative is a very powerful thing it almost dictates all of our actions, mentality and thoughts at a certain time. Where as you could say that a man is a sum of all of his psychological patterns, in fact it would not be far from truth that a man at any time is the result of his narrative, all those happy faces that you see out there in the world, or sad broken ones are all narratives. Create powerful enough narratives and you will do fine.
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